Tuesday, 21 February 2012

Laying in his bed

Laying in his bed. Wide awake due to forgetting to take happy pills. Starting to think these pills are wearing off...

Wednesday, 8 February 2012

Only slightly worried

The thoughts have startrd coming back over the last three days... It started off with one or two and now im getting them quite often, and they have started coming back when people talk to me, when im on my own - it may be a glitch... May be. Although on the brightside it was quite a nice break while they were gone...

Saturday, 4 February 2012


Things are going pretty well with this blokey, he stops me from wanting to nmb x

Tuesday, 17 January 2012

I am in trouble.

I am in trouble. I have scars on my body and he is slowly noticing more and more. The worst ones are covered up...what will he say!!! I am screwed. Shit. I wouldnt expect anyone to be ok with that. No one. The old bad me wrecked it all, without even trying. How is that ok. How. Shit. I was starting to really like him.


I just smiled so wide I cried!

This guys text made me smile SO wide I cried...u dont know if I have ever smiled like that before x

Monday, 16 January 2012

Any ideas?

Wow wow wow wow. This guy is amazing. Amazing. But I feel like I have some guilty secret about having mental health issues...do I tell him, do I leave it? It doesn affect me when im with him...